Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Only 16 days left until my big two-month aventura. I'm a little nervous once again to spend so much time with Alexei, but I am open to some much needed soul-searching, some time off, some warm weather and mojitos. Of course, part of me wishes to be able to visit Sheila in Barcelona, but perhaps I'll get to visit her next year, especially when my dad is renting the villa in Valencia for a month. What I really want is to free myself from worries and decisions, and at the same time resolve them, and of course I can't do that by running away from Alexei. Better to face the fears and search for truths, all the while enjoying the experience of being with him again.